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Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
See, this is why I can’t get behind God. — DW, 4x02
I say the gods deal very unrightly with us. For they will neither (which would be best of all) go away and leave us to live our own short days to ourselves, nor will they show themselves openly and tell us what they would have us do. For that too would be endurable. But to hint and hover, to draw near us in dreams and oracles, or in a waking vision that vanishes as soon as seen, to be dead silent when we question them and then glide back and whisper (words we cannot understand) in our ears when we most wish to be free of them, and to show to one what they hide from another; what is all this but cat-and-mouse play, blindman’s bluff, and mere jugglery? Why must holy places be dark places? I say, therefore, that there is no creature (toad, scorpion, or serpent) so noxious to man as the gods. Let them answer my charge if they can. It may well be that, instead of answering, they’ll strike me mad or leprous or turn me into beast, bird, or tree. But will not all the world then know (and the gods will know it knows) that this is because they have no answer?
— Till We Have Faces, C.S. Lewis
‘Cause you’re my king and I’m your lionheart (x)
Back at the house it is filled with longing,
nothing to carry longing away.
I look back over my life.
I try to find analogies.
There are none.
I have longed for people before, I have loved people before.
Not like this.
It was not this.
Give me a world, you have taken the world I was.
— Anne Carson
(Source: courfeyracd)
Charles Simic (via larmoyante)
Supernatural → Most heartbreaking scene:What Is And What Should Never Be
When you compare the sorrows of real life to the pleasures of the imaginary one, you will never want to live again, only to dream forever.
— Alexandre Dumas
a-catch the wind, see us spin
sail away, leave today
way up high in the sky
it won’t, but the wind won’t blow, we really shouldn’t go
it only goes to show that you will be mine, by takin’ our time
— Led Zeppelin
(Source: megmasterz)
dean remembers writing off many of castiel’s character aspects as angelic things: the intensity, the charged atmosphere, the way his eyes drew dean’s like magnetic poles. the way he fills up the room, the way he makes dean aware of that, aware of the fluidity with which he carries the human body, the mechanical kinetics of his hands. the way dean sometimes can’t seem to breathe with him around, the way dean’s skin tingles like his body’s preparing for a thunderstorm when it hears the familiar rustle of wings. the way he sometimes weighs heavy on dean’s heart, as if the organ recognizes grace as gravity. in time, when he meets other angels, dean realizes it’s just castiel’s presence that does that. in time, when castiel falls and changes and alchemizes into human, dean realizes it’s not so much the angel castiel that evokes those reactions as what dean feels about him. that hasn’t changed.
(Source: redsky90)
do you ever think about how dean was only 4 years old when his mom died and how royally fucked up that is because she was a stay at home mom and probably the center of dean’s universe for his first four years of existing and she fed him and changed him and bathed him and took him to the park and cut the crust off his sandwiches and made him pie and she would kiss his forehead when he was sick as he ate the tomato and rice soup she brought him and he probably always ran to her when he had nightmares and she would bandage his scraped knees and maybe he’d help her in the garden sometimes and she probably took him to the pool in the summer and taught him how to swim and she was basically his everything, because your mom is the sun in the sky when you’re just a child and then somehow in between him going to sleep and being woken up by yells and fire and that horror on the ceiling, she was gone and his life would never be the same and she’d never tuck him in again and he’d never get to say “I love you” to her again and she’d never see him go to his first day of school and she’d never pack him a lunch with a little note inside and she’d never snap a picture of him going to prom or see him graduate from anywhere and everything is terrible
do you also ever think about how this also describes 2014!dean and how he probably tries to shut out that past and those memories and that tenderness because remembering that such kindness existed can break his heart clear into useless quarters, how he’d rather never be remembered for what he did the last five years than have her see him trying and failing to be a good man in a cruel world, how he’ll never know she would’ve understood, she would’ve, not because of she’s an ex-hunter who sees the terribly lean economics of that world but because dean is her son, and that makes love unconditional
Must be rough. To believe in something so much and have it disappoint you like that.
Hatred would have been easier. With hatred, I would have known what to do. Hatred is clear, metallic, one-handed, unwavering; unlike love.
— Cat’s Eye, Margaret Atwood
I tried to tell you, ried to say. I'd hate to let this just fade away.
just when the world
is finished with us, we build a wall
with rocks and the work is the whole
body inside the idea of belonging
somewhere, even if not for long,
mineral world of slate and flint,
numinous like these days and others
wintering, we test what will hold,
attenuated voices that lean
and fall, the argent sky, the worry
we don’t need anyone.
— Early Snow, Stacie Cassarino
Craig Thompson, Carnet de Voyage (via larmoyante)